MRI appointment

I got my appointment for my next MRI scan, it's the 28th August and then my appointment to see Mr C is on the 3rd September. It is really hard going to these appointments because I get so scared that the tumour would have come back, even though the chances are low. At the moment it is difficult to believe that now that I've found relative happiness that my life won't be turned upsidedown again. You can't be happy for long. Or so I believe. I need to work on that feeling.